The zodiac sign Pisces is that of two fish bounded together, heading towards two different directions. It's almost as if there's a conflict of some kind and even a struggle between the two. Eventually, to get to somewhere, anywhere, one of the fish has to let go, surrender and be led by the other fish. So, this description could apply to your vocational direction, future goals, future, the qualities that will help you to impress the world and crave out a reputation for yourself. You might have to give up something in pursuit of your desires - material security, ego, relationship, etc. But its seems that the law of nature is that you gain by losing. Maybe reframe "losing" as an exchange. You are exchanging "(what you have to surrender)" for "(what you desire)".
Interestingly, it seems that your vocational direction isn't something that you actively pursue. It's like you are living life and you happen to stumble across it. Or it's a product, a metamorphosis of what you have been doing. This is due to the mutable nature of Pisces. Which may also mean that, especially when you are younger, you are never too certain of your future. There's this haziness, fuzziness, ineffability to your future, your vocation direction, your public self, public face or even your social standing. With the infinite possibilities to what you can and could do, you could be uncertain or even confused about your final destination, if there's one and even if you have made up your mind on one. This would be particularly frustrating to type A personalities who would prefer something definite and defined when it comes to their future. Perhaps, just go for what you want and trust, have faith that the future would turn out fine. Live life including your future one day at a time. Be present amidst the uncertainty. Take a step at one time in the fog of your vocational life.
Listen to the yearnings of the soul. You could decide that fame, money or stability is more important to you, logically and/or practically speaking. You might command the fish of logic/ego/practical concerns to take control of the fish of soul/heart. But somehow along the line, you may feel that you are not fulfilling your potential. You yearn for something different that satisfies, fills your heart, your soul, not just your bank account, family or society's expectations of you, etc.
What's the benefits of following your path? I wish I could say that material benefits always follow, if that's important to you, when you commit to your Pisces Midheaven. But, I can't offer you a guarantee on that although some people do become billionaires by following their visions. By consciously following your Pisces MC or taking Neptune into account, you could potentially:
- Fulfill your potential if you believe in destiny, fate, your seed potential, etc
- Be famous, recognised and leave a name for your in society and/or in the world
- Live a life of few or fewer regrets
- Benefit humanity, mankind by your imagination, compassion, healing, spirituality, etc